Sunday, October 28, 2012
the one before waking up:
The dream was extremely vivid. I lived in this cabin with a group of loving friends, in front of the house there was a pond with swans. The swans were very large. The cabin was put togeher like some cabins here in the Yukon, put together with whatever comes along in different stages.
In some dreams i am in places that i have dreamed about before, this place was new. But in the the dream i had lived there for a long time, we talked and laughed about the long time ago fact , that this lovely place had actually come together from 23 dollars we had borrowed.
The dream was different in a way, because as the dreamer i was new to this place, but the person i was dreaming to be, which was also me, i knew the place. So there were all sorts of surprises, like finding old treasures one had forgotten about and things like, that i couldn't find things, that when i did find them, i knew that they had always been there, like where the spare key hangs.
the one before that:
I was climbing a mountain. I was with my brothers and sisters. The path was well worn, and only at the top it became very steep and dangerous. One of us even slipped, but he was able to stop his fall.
We had looked at this mountain from down below very often and knew it's look very well.
Now being on top i never looked at the view below.
We climbed down from the steep top and right underneath we came into a beautiful cave like place, there was different coloured rocks to sit on and the walls and roof where consisting of small dense willow like trees (i would love to draw this place).
When i realized having had this dream i had a thought that maybe erroneously i had always valued the view from the top down more then the view from below looking up at the mountain.
So what i ask you, is what do you value more, looking at a mountain or looking down from a mountain?
Tuesday, October 23, 2012
i want to sit there and being flung in head spins watching crystals grow
my bare feet frozen in the ice that formed on the surface of the stream
what good is meditation when wild emotion dissipate
how much better is sex, or dance
my body convulsing, because my mind can't handle it
never again will i sit still again, all warm and cozy
to live i have to scream
elevated as vapour
only when deeply cold i will turn crystal
yes, i am in love
Sunday, October 14, 2012
Saturday, October 13, 2012
Thursday, October 11, 2012
In the summer months i can often find swans when i try.
Only with some luck i get to see them fairly close. and they are very good in front of the camera.
Now ravens i probably see every day, but for me it is hard to get a good photo of them.
Ahhh let me know life is not black or white. Life is a geese, but i love my swans and ravens so much more.